ps(coke is extremely bad for health so fucking quit it u whore otherwise go to hell) hehe

I’ve been living in Mexico city for some time now; pursuing a career in film. And I’ve been in quite a few movie sets and commercials. I’ve worked as PA, 2nd AP, editor, producer, and even directed a few things. I aspire to the major leagues, but its a long hard road with long hard hours for a long long time.

It’s easy to hang around a group of people, hard working, dedicated, extremely well paid, and open-minded people. People we look up too, admire, and idolize.

Imagine being a beautiful 16 year old guy, or girl, making it to the top in the industry that produces the most, high paid, and famous individuals on the planet. You sit late evening in the sofa of Jude Law’s or Jessica Alba’s production suite. 1 month, 16 days, and 22 hours into production of a movie that promises to be the next Titanic.

Then suddenly, after a lot of drinking, Jude (or Jessica) pulls out a bag of beautiful stinky weed (hydro of course and probably white widow)… any way — maybe something that looks like 50grams of Colombian bam-bam an eye dropper full of lsd, inhaleable H, a handful of poppers, and lets throw in some Absinth while we’re at it. A nice set up for a nice cocktail.

Then you think “”Hmmm? One of Hollywood’s most beautiful and famous people is up to partying with me, and there seems to be nothing stirring in his (or her) conscious over the matter.”" “”In other words it apparently is something very normal… a day to day thing, so to speak.”" “” I’ve gotten drunk 100 times with my high school buds, smoked weed, done some cocaine and X and Acid and DXM and so on…. Ya’ know? Just having fun. I’ve kept my grades up, and my mom’s pretty happy with that, and me being a big movie star and all isn’t all that bad either.”"

In a personal note, I have to tell ya’, going with a bunch of your movie set friends, who usually include: producers, assistant directors, actors, art director and assistants, ect… to someone’s appt or home after working 48 hours strait in an already heavily loaded week. Prospecting the weekend you guys just got free. Doing drug that you usually do can become a day to day thing after three or four months.

Back to: “”This is pretty cool, Jessica or Jude, just pulled out the party favors to hang out with me. And we’ve been talking about stupid stuff like: food and our first times, really personal stuff about our families and love life and, other movies we’ve been on with those other famous actors we’ve worked with, and… Nirvana.”"

(The longer you spend working on a movie set, the more familiar and habitual and open will your relation with the rest of the staff, and cast, be. — you’re 16 or 50 years old and you still have class mates, people you don’t like start to grow on you, and people you liked become intolerable. There’s a High school behind the screen)

“”I’m famous, beautiful, I have my own money, I hang with the most famous and richest people on the face, and I have everything at my disposal…”"

Unless you are a truly, untempted individual. But I mean truly untempted: Cigarettes, beer, whipped cream canisters, and so on.

Try to understand that Lindsay went through a very heavy and (like a preacher would say: A road full of temptation) stressful life. I promise every one that reads this, and is a fan of Lindsay (as I am, though I like her way lot better with red hair), that she will grow out of it eventually.

As long as the people who are the closest to her also start adjusting themselves, her parents have to call, and shitty friends that start to talk really embarrassing things about your tits, and my drugs, and the videos, do so with no money in mind and my well being at front.

A lot of people in Hollywood do cocaine and so many other drugs. Most of them are much wiser individuals and the drugs got al lot less attention back in the day, so you don’t know about it nor do you hear about them.

Ask your parents or grand parents about the news back in the good old 80s, 70s, and 60s. Ask about actors like Marlon Brando, Martin Estives, Shirley Temple, Bogart, ect… There is such a long history linking substance abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse, with multimillion dollar deals like movies and the stock market… and so on.

I’m tired of typing now. Its been fun expressing my view and I hope some of you take into consideration what I mentioned. Please don’t stop liking your favorite actor, singer, band, writer, painter, architect, doctor and/or house wife just because they drink or snort or puff instead of eat, exercise, or chew gum.

PS: my e-mail is Adrian35mm@hotmail.com and you can find me in hi5 with the same email. Shots and good wishes to you all.

2 and a half grams of coke a day is a lot! Try sniffing that daily, and one will know that one no longer has sense of smell and possibly reality.

I usually get sick both mentally and physically when I don’t do coke after a prolonged period, 20 days to a month. It is disgusting.

Lindsay should know that the only way is going to stop is to remove herself from the environment. Otherwise, she will always trigger.

After doing so much, I really doubt most people will have the self-control of refusing coke intake in their specific trigger environment.

Maybe Lindsay, knows this already….just enjoying the ride. Also, the problems with her and the other young drug messes in Hollywood is really a reflection on the times. We are in a imbalance.

I really do wish the media will stop talking shit about these evil, serious drug addictions! THEY REALLY DO MOTIVATE PEOPLE TO USE DRUGS!

The video of her snorting got pulled from TMZ as it belonged to another gossip mag so sorry the little coke whore got caught.